This Christmas has been very different for our family, especially for me. I have been privileged to see my beautiful daughter-in-love, and her two children participate in one of the most moving Christmas programs our church has done. I believe many lives were touched for eternity because of this program.
This season has truly been a time of reflection for me personally. When you know that you are staring mortality square in the eye, it certainly gives life a different perspective. I have realized that I can live life with less. My needs and wants have suddenly changed. I do not need another piece of clothing to wear, or another what-not to dust. In fact, I would like to share a lot of what I have with someone else. Any takers?? We spend our whole life collecting all these "things" which we leave for someone else to dispose of. What a burden for the ones left behind. My mother-in-law says quite often that she wishes her husband had said "no" to many of the things she purchased and now must dispose of. (Of course, she wouldn't have been happy about that at the time!) The irony is, nobody wants this stuff but me, and now I really don't want it either!!
I have also come to realize there is nothing more precious that friends and family. I am SO THANKFUL for those in my life who have been so willing to prop me up!! I could not have made it through this trial without the loving care, heartfelt prayers, and cards and letters with such encouraging words! I am truly a BLESSED WOMAN!!
I continue to feel really well most days. My tumor is still with me, but the doctors say it has shrunk to about half the size it was originally, which is good. Both doctors are very encouraging and pleased with my progress. I praise God for competent doctors and health care technicians. If you do not pray for these people, please make that an item of prayer. They are so overworked! Also pray for opportunities for those who are Godly, and there are several, to sew the Word. I praise God for His faithfulness to me as well. I have not been physically sick, had no seizures, etc. Things could most certainly be worse.
In my study this week, I have been reminded that circumstances do not limit God. Rom. 4:19,20 recounts the story of Abraham and Sarah. It says Abraham "staggered not" at God's promise. He didn't deny his problem (they were old, Sarah's womb was dead), he just ignored it. "He was dwelling on the answer instead of the problem. As he filled his heart with the goodness and faithfulness of Almighty God, he became fully persuaded that what God had promised, He was also able to perform." I know God is able to restore me to good health, and I will continue to look to Him for strength and guidance, and not dwell on my circumstances, during this trial in my life. He is El Shaddai!!
God Bless you all RICHLY during this Christmas Season.
Annalie
3 comments:
My brother-in-law is facing something similar to what you are facing. He is 38 years old. It is encouraging to read your blog and understand your faith. Merry Christmas to you and your family. May God richly bless you!
Annalie and Family,
this post was very touching and heart warming. I havent seen you guys in a while, and I am glad to hear you are doing well(for the circumstances). Keep the faith!
Merry Christmas and Happy New year
Love Daniel and Jenn
My dear and very special sister/friend, again you amaze and encourage me with your attitude, strength, and unbending faith in our God. You are such an inspiration to us all. We saw your momma at Kroger the other night. I think she was really tickled to see and hug Terry. I don't know when he last saw her. You are always in our prayers (me, SS class, church)and we trust God for his healing powers. Keep on keeping on. Merry Christmas to you and yours.
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